Well the Troll is back hopefully for good again.

For those who dont know whats gone on but do know me I have gone through hell and back the past 6-8 months and I think I am finally seeing the light.

I was told at Christmas that I would be going through a divorce, a 10-12 hr drive is really no fun with someone who has decided she wants you dead and you have your children in the back seat wondering why mommy and daddy spent the week in different condos...I had 3-4 weeks to find a new place and I was not going to uproot my boys again so I had to beg barrow and steal to keep them in the school they wanted to be in with thier friends.

My new ex decided a good job and family here in KS wasnt as important as sponging off her dad in WA State so she took my daughter and 2 stepdaughters who I had grown close to after 7 yrs 2000 miles away. Tell me that she would return our truck for me to have and she wouldnt go after anything from me as long as I didnt fight the move and I was in my daughter's life...well..the truck got repo'd because she couldn't afford to bring it back, I am sending her 1/4 of my paycheck for cs and makes it really hard to be part of my daughter's life.


I still have a good job, my 1st ex wife has really stepped up and I get alot more time with my oldest who lives with her and my family have really stood behind me.

I learned that my cigar hobby wasnt anything more then 1) something to have in common with her dad, 2) a escape from her drama and now 3) its a reward for taking time to sit back and relax.

I dont have nearly the collection I once had and I dont get to spend nearly the time I did at the lounge but the time and cigar I get now have a completely different meaning to me.


Now for those who dont know me..I am the Troll and have some VERY good friends here that have been there outside of this forum.

I hope I can add to the mad house and get back in the flow.



The Troll
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Good to have you back Shawn, still can't get used to the 'new' nickname though.
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Welcome back Shawn...glad to have you back!! :-)
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I have always been "The Troll"....even 4 yrs after my daughter gave it to me she still calls me that....still makes me smile..


The Troll
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you had another nick on the old site right?
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Good to see you back Shawn!!!

Sorry for all the troubles you have been through!!!

What doesn't kill us makes us stronger (or bitter)!!!:-)
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Yeah it was ssutton219...but with a new site comes a new name that fit me better..LOL

Bitter isnt even close to how I feel about this deal...but I am stronger..




The Troll
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Welcome Back, Shawn!:-) Good To Have You Back, Brother!:-)
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Burn something good tonight, and pm me your addy.
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see, that's what I ment.
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Good to see you back Shawn.
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Welcome back, stranger.
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The bitterness fades, but not altogether, hopefully the added strength
lasts for ever and ever.
Welcome back, enjoying life and smokin great cigars is the best revenge.
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Welcome back Shawn!
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Great to see you Shawn!! You've been in my prayers!!
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Welcome back Shawn.
When all is said and done,she isn't worthy enough to be with you anyway.
It really does suck about the kids though.
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I'd be handing out shawns addy right and left if I had it...
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Not a wise idea my friend..

Especially since I will most likely be moving again...LOL





The Troll
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Welcome back home, brother!
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Good to see you around again Shawn!
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